You got me too Simple, you and Hh's post about her boys. I can't begin to understand everything a momma feels but I think daddies have their own special feelings too. I'm a rough and gruff kinda guy and sometimes I feel like I just don't quite get it...like being civilized doesn't come as naturally to me as it seems to for everybody else maybe. I find myself feeling apart somehow. Of course there are times with my woman I don't feel that way but never ever with the babies. With them me is ok. I can be a child or a super hero or a horsey or even a tired papa and it's all good.
I don't mean to assume anything but I think maybe Neal depends on you a little bit more than some kids might. I know he's lucky to have you but I can't help but think how lucky you are to have him too. There's something about the way they rely on us that makes us feel like men, even when we're singing silly songs or crawling around on our hands and knees, and there's nothing like being loved unconditionally.
Bless you Simple and bless your beautiful family.
I remember when he was two too

how excited you were about him running around with the other kids.
My Val's such a big girl now, and remember when Tanner was born? She turned two in September. And our Amelia? 10 months old and bald as the day she was born when we all came to know her. She'll be three in 9 days and she still has the prettiest brown eyes I've ever seen...but I don't have to tell you a thing about big brown eyes do I

Yep, happy birthday Neil and happy Neil's birthday to you too Simple
