Am I a selfish bitch or do I deserve more?
I'm 28 years old a mother of two and a wife to a wonderful man. We have been together for 9 years married for 3 1/2 of them.I love my family to death. I just think I'm being bad now. My husband works his ass into the ground for everything that we have. We have 2 cars and a truck. We live with my mother right now, because shit is too high to live on our own, with the two kids and all of our bills. I own my car he owns his truck and the other car we are still paying on. Insurance is way high cause of his driving to damn fast. No credit cards other then one which isnt much. Sattilite bill, plus we pay for six of us to eat everynight. Gas money for my husband cause he works 60 miles away, in another town. Ok getting to the point. I have never cared before about anything other then a roof over my head, clean place to sleep, clothes on our backs, food in our tummys, and wheels to get us where we need to go. Well now Im thinking to my self that I'm never going to get my own home. Never going to have anything other then what I already have. I have practiticly new thing that are in storage getting ate by rats and shit and pissed on by them. My stuff is getting ruined. I get mad every time I go there to look for something that I miss or need. I dont know what to do I love him dearly but I need my own space away from my mom and my brother and my kids need there own rooms and I need my things out before there is no saving them, He always tells me that he will buy me all new things. but some things are not replaceable. I'm scared that Im pushing him to the edge and he gets stressed out and Im frustrated and well I dont know what to do now. I love him but I think that I want more.??:-?:?::-(:-o