Well I Dont Know Why I Am Writing

well i dont know why i am writing this i guess sometimes its better to hear the opions of people i'll never meet so here it goes my life hasent been that great and i know that some people have definetly had it worse im not looking for pity but my father has been addicted to crak/cocaine for almost 16 years now and i can strongly remember the hurst it caused my mother and younger sister and at time i was more than prepared to kill the basterd but didnt i can remeber being twelve years old and going with my cousin or a friend to go and drag him out of the crack dens and shit like that but one time really sticks out me and my cousin went on my other cousins wedding day and as siin as we walked through the door a man said boy wat are u doing in here and point a 10 gauge scatter gun right next to my ear and then a man came out of the other room and grabed my cousin and pointed a small pistol at him then out of nnowhere my father came out of the back room and snacthed one of the guys and hit him a couple times then before i even knew what was going on they were both laying on the floor almost lifeless and we left i was so confussed but never opened my mouth to anyone till now but thats not all this went on for years till one day i met him at the end of the drive way with 2 suitcases full of his clothes and told him to leave and not come back unless he had gotton help 2 weeks later he called us from a rehab facility and it was the greatest day off my life and well yeah like i said it was nt the worst life i could have i have had a great life just alot of shit has happened ive been to juvie for 4 months and jail for 6 been arrested i have had 6 of my closet friends die and the closet friend and the best i will every have is going to be excicuted in two week for something most people should or would have done but that another story for another time anyway i am goignt to quit typing now i have somethings to take care of if u read this than i probally wouldnt bother commenting on it i probally wont read it agian and thank you this 16 year old thanks youfor your timeand hopes that everybody remembers this pharse

what profit a man shall he gain the whole world but lose his own soul

money isnt the only thing that makes you rich