Its Me The Married Women Thats Thiks She

Its me the married women thats thiks she love another man that i havent seen for over 1year and half.The other day i was on the net. I found somthing i dont think i should have seen a picture of him on a daiting sight. But i havent changed the way i fill about him.Like they say abasnt makes the heart grow fonder.I have to see him to know.I wont leave my husband for him.He maid me promis i wouldnt because he is his friend too.So what should i do.Anybody know. :-(