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BornFucked
Feb 16th, 2012
10:32 PM
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On The Edge

I'm on the edge.I've reached my last nerve.I don't know what else to do or where to go.

I can't afford the surgery that I need.Insurance doesn't view it as necessary, since gender reassignment is 'cosmetic'.I want so badly to just take a dagger and slice these damn things off, but I know I would lose too much blood and not survive.

I can't even turn to my family, because they insist it's 'all in my head' and 'a sin'.My partner tries to be supportive, but then says something stupid that just knocks me back down.


I finally got a binder in today.A chance to look like me and not this...thing...I've had to live with thirty years.And I put it on.And it hid nothing.They were still there.Still massive.

It wouldn't be so hard to be transgendered if I could just look like myself, hide the fucking tits.But no, I can't even do that.

Why the hell did I have to end up with size J breasts naturally?

Aussie opal commented on On The Edge
Friday, February 17th, 2012, 12:26 AM EST
That's a hard road to travel and i feel for you, but I suggest you start saving, do something positive and then look forward to the day you get what you want.....try to accept yourself, love yourself no matter what the problem and have faith that one day things, can and will work out for you, but negativity, will not help, be positive, save as much as you can even if you take on extra work, make it work FOR you, good luck, don't be so hard on yourself!
anon commented on On The Edge
Friday, February 17th, 2012, 1:20 AM EST
AO, do you really believe that all of these confessions are real?Really...?o.O
hippie dad commented on On The Edge
Friday, February 17th, 2012, 9:46 AM EST
I'd like to read the story you'd write if you woke up tomorrow trapped in my body o.O
Anonymous commented on On The Edge
Friday, February 17th, 2012, 10:14 AM EST
Lobotomy, end of story!
BornFucked commented on On The Edge
Friday, February 17th, 2012, 11:36 AM EST
Thank you, AO.I was in a really low place last night when I wrote this.My partner got home about an hour later and we talked about saving money ($6k) for at least a reduction, even if we can't afford the $20k+ for GRS.

I have some very supportive friends as well, but they weren't available to talk to last night, which was why I wrote here, because I needed to get it out.

Thank you again for the support and kind thoughts.
Ha ha ha commented on On The Edge
Friday, February 17th, 2012, 4:31 PM EST
I would guess if you have size J tits naturally, when someone yells for you to haul ass out of there you have to make 2 or 3 trips . xD
I feel ya commented on On The Edge
Friday, February 17th, 2012, 7:31 PM EST
I went over and partyied with my girlfriend and her cousin joe. She had to work the third shift, so we all partied at her apartment until she left at 1030 pm. After that I partied with joe till I was totally wasted.I ended up laying down and passed out. Next thing i know, the room is totally dark, im nude and spread eagle face down.The stereo is on loudly.My arms and legs have ropes tying me loosely to the bed. Im groggy and I feel something hot rubbing my ass crack. Ready or not, I was ass raped brutally, and was left nauseated, bloody, loose, full of cum and soooo sore. I never told anyone. Im so ashamed.
Aussie opal commented on On The Edge
Saturday, February 18th, 2012, 10:14 PM EST
@ 1:20 am anon, I have no clue if they are real or not but if they are I hope to help, if not then nothing ventured and nothing gained and no one hurt either.
@ author, I'm glad to have made you feel a bit better, there is always a postitive way to get what you want even if it takes awhile, a goal is not a bad thing to have....purpose gives you strength.;)
Anonymous commented on On The Edge
Sunday, February 19th, 2012, 3:19 AM EST
Don't worry hd, your ass will heal in time.
You must find a new man that doesn't mind your being butt raped.Someone with a really big heart and a small pecker.
Simple butt love!
Anonymous commented on On The Edge
Sunday, February 19th, 2012, 11:00 AM EST
Ya, simple would be perfect. What a butt crack that one is:D
hippie dad commented on On The Edge
Sunday, February 19th, 2012, 9:14 PM EST
I've heard it said that even a bad piece of ass is better than none at all but, I gotta tell you anonymous, if I ever do meet a man hard up enough to screw me, I have to believe I'll be the worst he's ever had.
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