I'm on the edge.I've reached my last nerve.I don't know what else to do or where to go.
I can't afford the surgery that I need.Insurance doesn't view it as necessary, since gender reassignment is 'cosmetic'.I want so badly to just take a dagger and slice these damn things off, but I know I would lose too much blood and not survive.
I can't even turn to my family, because they insist it's 'all in my head' and 'a sin'.My partner tries to be supportive, but then says something stupid that just knocks me back down.
I have some very supportive friends as well, but they weren't available to talk to last night, which was why I wrote here, because I needed to get it out.
Thank you again for the support and kind thoughts.
@ author, I'm glad to have made you feel a bit better, there is always a postitive way to get what you want even if it takes awhile, a goal is not a bad thing to have....purpose gives you strength.
You must find a new man that doesn't mind your being butt raped.Someone with a really big heart and a small pecker.
Simple butt love!